My 145$ hand...

so I am about an hour and a half in at the greektown casino tonight and two spots to the right of the blind. the bet is 15$ to me, I have one forty five in front of me (up 45 so far), I have king ten suited, I call. To the left of me folds, little blind raises to thirty, big matches, others fold to me. I call.
flop comes 10-7-4 and nothing. they check I hesitate, I think, I contemplate going all in, I know I have to bet, but how much? I bet fifty knowing that if they match I must fold, first guy raises fifty, big blind folds... I raise my final fifteen (15) dollars. He sets down A-10.
fuck. I just couldn't save the other 65.
Oh I had my reasons, but I knew the odds were against me. I should have thought of it as 45 up to 35 down but all I could see was my eighty in the middle and the other buck fifty around it.

I won't be playing at home anymore though, thats for sure. The one hundred dollar buy in 1-2 has money written all over it... If, I can learn to show some discipline.