honestly, what percentage of us are actually alive? I am asking you, demanding of you, to tell me if you really think anyone is alive any more... or if, rather, we have become slaves to our own visions of freedom...

I never was comfortable in the stoner crowd, I am equally uncomfortably with the 'doers'. I keep searching for some medium and yet I can't get accepted anywhere without electing a general, pledging allegance, and signing my name on the dotted line...

I hope the bitterness fades as fast as it arose.